Breaking Up

I love this entry. Just the other night I was telling my Husband that infertility was like being in a bad relationship, lots of hurt and anger. Unlike ‘Where love and chaos reign’ I’m not ready to break up, but when I do I will celebrate with style!

Where Love and Chaos Reign

I’m breaking up with infertility.

I’ve already decided on the date to break the news.

Our relationship has always been a volatile one. Only once did we manage to be on the same page at the same time. It was a good stretch of time. For 9 months between 2005 and 2006 we got along great and we did some amazing things. Two, to be exact.

But 9 months in the span of an almost 10 year relationship – well, we just can’t keep going on this way.

Now, even when we do see eye to eye, it doesn’t last long. It shouldn’t be this hard.

For a long time now, I’ve tried to act like infertility wasn’t there. You know how you can live in the same space but not really interact? Once a month, sometimes twice, I’d be reminded that things were futile. I’d see red and be…

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